Khopoli ashram,a place filled with 250 joyful enthusiastic individuals learning together as well as sharing their journey so far with everyone....
Interacting with Others and listening and enjoying their stories....
Suddenly this feeling arises that there is a connection....
These are not Other peoples' stories ,their sharings and life journeys are glimpses of my last 20 years journey of working on myself.....
In most of them there was my "previous self at some point of time" .....I kept quiet and observed everyone whenever possible......
only faces were different ;it was 'myself'... having lots of question to ask,me taking notes, me finding hard to digest new information, me the astrologer,reiki healer,me walking gyan path,bhakti path ,mantra path and what not.....
And there were few 'others' who were quietly following heart virtues ,giving selflessly , taking their creator role seriously..these are the variations which I have not explored yet.....
On last two days we were not in 'any ' closed hall...it was a powerful space of variation... with me ,my past variations, more available future variations to be explored .....all here together ...meditating ....and with tears in my eyes, I fixed my eyes on the stage...to my brightest future variation...Izumiji and Praveenji........With a promise in my heart I started my journey to embrace my future variation... Her...Oneness..
The magic of attending retreat is that even though you are sitting in another corner of world your heart is connected to your soul family. Though I am not present for advanced retreat ,yet I am feeling excitement . I am not attending Haidakhan n Bangalore retreat but I sincerely wish that all newcomers join and feel the difference .

The advance level Junagadh retreat just ended. The experience of the retreat is beyond the experiences of earlier retreats !!! The energy raised is unparalleled Lot of deep rooted knots of 3D existence were opened !!!
I experienced the 'aha' moment when it emerged very clearly how manifestation by the observer consciousness takes place in quantum field.
The paradoxes representing two sides of same coin opened up new vistas of wisdom providing practical clue how to act under specific circumstances. The meditations equipped us with the tools and energy to channelise us swiftly in the ascension process. Words may not express what these were meant for each one of us.
Those who attended and those who did not both are equally poised to enter the higher dimension with ease due to energy created during the retreat.
Heartfelt thanks to the organisers and all those , because of whom an atmosphere of receptivity was created. It was an incessant effort to make sure that everything happens smoothly and all participants are able to gain what was intended from this advance retreat. I salute to their resolve to achieve this.
Lastly, I feel we are indebted to our masters Praveen ji and Izumi ji for giving us whatever they hold without any hindrance and satisfying the curiosity, with cheerful smile !!! Also the presence of Julia ji added extra momentum to the process of understanding deeper concepts. My deepest regards to her for all that she did !!! And it meant whole world of difference to us !!! A big thank you to all the participants for creating an electrifying atmosphere with their love, thirst for knowledge and kinship towards one and all.

I extend my deepest gratitude to all my soul family members for being part of my first-ever ONE DAY RETREAT in Gurgaon—an experience that was truly life-changing and deeply transformative.
A special and heartfelt thanks to IZUMIJI and PARVEEN Sir for traveling all the way to India for us. "Thank you" feels like such a small word to express the immense appreciation I feel.
From the very beginning to the end, the workshop was infused with incredibly high energies, elevating our consciousness and deepening my understanding of the Matrix.
For those who may not be able to attend the full five-day retreat, I can confidently say that even the ONE-DAY WORKSHOP IS A TRUE GAME-CHANGER.
The intense frequencies, powerful meditation techniques, and profound wisdom shared by our Masters make it a transformative experience.😊
Experiencing just one day of this retreat makes it almost impossible to resist the pull of the full five-day retreat—it's an invitation to dive even deeper into this incredible journey.
🙏A sincere and heartfelt appreciation to the organizers and facilitators who dedicate their time and effort to make this possible for our growth. Your work is truly invaluable, and I am deeply grateful.

We were so limited in our thinking that we cannot fathom that our reality is our own creation. Such a huge revelation !!
All our lives, we have been conditioned to believe that nothing is in our hands, that not a leaf or a blade of grass can move without HIS permission, that we are all just puppets on a string.
But now my temple doors are closed and the ringing of the church bells and the sound of conch no longer puts me into a frenzy of emotion. In a way, it is as if the carpet has been swept away from beneath the feet with nothing solid to anchor ourselves to. In a limbo.
When I sit in front of Izumiji and Praveenji nothing seems impossible.
And yet, when back home , the familiar fears start creeping up. But will march like a warrior. There is no looking back. Just have to stride till the fog slowly clears and truth reveals itself.
This time after Junagadh retreat, I did carry in my heart a deep gratitude towards my sufferings. They all seem to fit in like pieces of jigsaw puzzle in creating the larger picture.i did open my Pandora box and face my pain squarely on the face. Few done, more to go, but it’s a start.
With the gears and tools, i am entering within to find the hidden spots of darkness.
There is impatience too.As though we are all ready and waiting at the Station.
When will the train arrive? When will i get the first glimpse of my true home?
I look around me with disinterest. What happened to the dreams i once had? All those dreams seem to recede.
This is the difficult part, this interlude with this burden of knowledge.In an existential crisis. The bird no longer loves the Golden Cage.
As i move from one day to another, i count the minutes, the seconds.

What if i had NOT accidently stumbled upon a video by Praveenji on youtube ( or was it accident).
What if i had NEVER been provoked to take a trip to kushinagar for my first retreat?
What if i had NOT felt the stirring from deep within when i listened to Izumiji and Praveenji for the first time?
What if i had shrugged away this new knowledge in preference to my comfort zone?
What if my gods had tempted to back to their folds?
Would i have been waiting for the ultimate longetivity in a robotic form?
This thought sends shivers through my spine.
I kneel in gratitude to myself for listening to my instincts and intution.
I bow with deeper gratitude to Izumji and Praveenji for travelling miles to reach me.
I also have my deepest gratitude to every pain, every abuse, every rejection, every torture which acted like spring board towards this path!!!